over the last few days, rather months!, i have been hoping for so many things to happen. so many things, professional/personal. there are times i wonder, how the mind tends to cling on to things that move in the direction you want it to. when some things happen, you believe its because something else you are hoping to happen is on its way. how strange! there are times i think, wish i could see the future. wish i could see what would happen. how life would turn out to be. what would be the result of so many things. things like astrology or some predictions which you don't really believe in tend to make so much difference then. they tend to matter. i hope to get over this feeling of anxiety. how i wish i learn to "not care" about what happens and just live life my way and enjoy! may be that would help because, then, there would not be that "one" thing which can sway my emotions other way round and i would learn to be happy "no matter what!".
at the end of the day, i just realize, "there is nothing as sweet as hope" and it always helps to learn to live life "right now!" and have fun!
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